The Status of My Status

Dear John,

Good morning! I dreamed again last night, and actually remembered part of the plot this morning. I stayed home from church - my adrenaline level is dropping, and my lungs and tummy are feeling it. Normal but annoying.

I had to tell you: I just got on Facebook and changed my relationship status to "widowed." A heartbreaking moment. It makes it seems so final. Illogical, but I can be just as illogical as anyone else when I put my mind to it.

Now I just hope I don't get guys hitting on me. 

Want you back,

Joan.